everlasting

2009-03-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...a bad news. There are no candid shots for me to post online. Wait...no there are candid shots but they are all with Kwee. And those photos are all me!!!! Lol...she kept threatening me with those 'pretty' photos that she took in her room. I did took some shots of her but apparently, she is prettier haha so her photos are nicer coz her face is being blocked by her own camera. LOL

For the past few days, i have been staying at home. Bored...I am going to be bored to death. I have so many things in my list to buy but i don't have $$$, how to buy? Haiz

2009-02-27T22:03:00.000-08:00

Ok i am being very very very serious over here. My blog is DEAD!!! I think if i never visit my cousin's blog, i think i will never ever post again.

Having holidays right now till April so i need to find a job!!!! My pockets are so empty now...Oh no what to do??? I just want to get any job as soon as possible and stop lazing around at home. Other than using the computer, i slept, eat and read my twilight series. Oh ya my TWILIGHT!!!!! I am so in love with Edward Cullen as in the main guy in the book not that Robert Pattinson in the movie. He is hot in Harry Potter's but not very hot in this movie. Sadded =(

Ever since Kwee and Yian said that the book was nice, i have been reading it and the sequels as well. They are freaking awesome haha...I am still waiting for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn because they were out of stocks. No idea how long am i going to wait...Haiz

Anyway, i did something that i don't think i would want or dare to do again. Know what???? Ok, i confessed my love to some guy who i liked. Haiz...but was being rejected. That was the first time i had ever taken the initiative. Guess i will not do that again. Seriously, he is the first guy that i have ever liked so much before so when i was rejected, i cried terribly. But soon as Melson knew what's wrong with me, he consoled me and reasoned out with me, i felt much much better. Thanks Melson!!! =) But anyway, it's probably a blessing in disguise. I just want to take it slowly and steadily.

Tomorrow, Yian and I will be going out to Kwee's house for a sleepover. What can we do over there??? I don't know, other than reading my New Moon. Yay!!! But think Yian will use her skills on Kwee and me by smacking and hitting us. Probably, we will be expecting a pillow fight as well. Who knows??? Haha...I am going to take lots of pictures tomorrow so that i can post online. Maybe there will be some candid shots or 'pretty' shots as well? Let's wait and see!!!!

2009-01-03T00:16:00.000-08:00

Ok seriously some things really needed my attention and that's my BLOG...LOL luckily Sing Kwee reminded me that my blog is so DEAD haha...Thus, this shall be my first post in this year 2009. Anyway, Happy New Year to all of you. A new year marks a new beginning. Let's start the year with a smile and make this whole year a fruitful one.

31 Dec 2008 - 1 Jan 2009 : The last day of year 2008 really made me ponder on what i had done for 2008 and i realised that there's nothing that i have achieved. OH NO!!! I guess i really have to start to make plans for 2009, because I don't wish that at the end of the year, i did not achieve anything. Anyway, went to downtown east with Sing Kwee and Yian Lin to countdown. There were so many people and i saw volleyball boys on the way to the D'Marquee. We went there to see Gary Cao Ge haha...We definitely enjoyed his songs and sang together. When it was 23.59 then, I felt so excited and we started counting down, 5...4...3...2...1 Happy New Year!!!! Hahaha...That was how 2008 came to an end. A new year had begun...A new journey too...So after counting down, Kwee left with her family and my uncle fetched Yian home and went to buy supper. So by the time i reached home was like 2am? So late but the night was still young haha. In the end, I went out again at 4am with Ah Jue to have a drink in his car at Pasir Ris Park and stayed till 7am before he drove me home. It was such a tiring day so went to bed the moment i reached home. Worse still, i had a hangover when i woke up. What a day!

2 Jan 2009 : Accompanied Kwee for a job interview at Raffles Place and we found out a SHOCKING news!!! Guess what? Our student fares have changed to adult fares and i just can't believe that our days of travelling with 45 cents for each trip is over!!! Within a day, i have spent about $5 on transport. Oh my goodness! I am so not going out anymore other than going to school. I have calculated that i would have to spend $100 on transport per month. It's so expensive. Haiz....guess i would have to save even more now.

2008-06-07T23:38:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! Holidays have come though it's just a two week break but i am still happy...Haha...Felt so relieved after finishing my exams. Lol...i can't wait for the results to be out. I could still remember when i was studying for my POM paper that day, I slept for only 2 hrs...It has been quite a long time that i ever studied for a paper and never sleep for so few hours...
Luckily it pays off haha...i could still manage it and i think i will get quite good results for it. Haha...Wait for my results then....

2008-05-26T20:43:00.000-07:00

Guess what...today i had my excel online test and before the test, i was like 'oh no!!! What to do? What is vlookup and if function?' I was so worried that i will not do well as i was telling yanbing over the phone yesterday. Then, when i was looking at the test paper and i saw 'IF FUNCTION', i was thinking that i am going to not do well for the test. However, with God's grace, eventually i know how to use the IF function. I was so surprised and happy. I am very sure that i am going to do well for this paper. Wait for my good news then!!!

After CSA lab session, i went for lunch with Jasmine, Cai Xin and Yang Qin. You know where we went? SWENSENS!!! Luckily my mum gave me money this morning, or else i don't know what to do...Haha and also we actually took the cheapest cab fare back to school. It's $4 only haha...After dividing by 4 people, each of us only need to pay $1...$1!!!!! The cheapest cab fare i ever took. Haha...

2008-05-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging again...For the past one month, i am currently studying in Temasek Polytechnic. I had withdrew from TPJC as i felt that there's no point continuing. I know many of my friends care for me but i just want to tell them that i am really happy studying in TP. Guys, don't need to worry about me ok? Tell you something, my timetable now is so different from JC's timetable. I do not have lessons every thursday. Good right? Haha...

2008-03-23T17:12:00.000-07:00

Time is running out for me...Should i run together with the time or just stop and let time passes by? Don't know what's wrong with me these few days. I just feel i am so out of place and how i wish i have never existed. Apparently, it is impossible that i have a choice not to be existed. This period of time is my worst of my life so far. Imagine yourself that you quarrel with your family everyday when you have so many other things to handle and that you would spend crying in your own room for each day. This feeling is so... Worst still is that i had exams last week and i did not really study. I tried to put aside all my troubles and try to concentrate on my revision but you know what? When i tried to memorise a sentence, just ONE SENTENCE, nothing got into my head and the next moment, i brokedown and cry. I totally give up because this has been happening to me at the start of this year. I felt so useless and hopeless. I know i can always turn to God but somehow in my quiet time, i can't feel His presence that makes me feel worse. I keep seeking for him but somehow He is hiding from me. I am at my wits end. God, can you hear me? Please don't hide from me...

2008-02-28T18:50:00.000-08:00

I know i know...i know i have not blogged for a very very very long time. It seems like decades? Haha...is not that i don't want to blog, it's just that everytime when i want to post something, nothing just comes out of my mind. Forgive me christine....haha... Recently, i wasn't in a good mood...don't know what has overcome me but i am lucky that he was there for me. Thank God that He has given me a great person. Many times, he seems that he knows when i am down, he will always be the first one to know. I can't help thinking whether is it God who told him secretly haha... But anyway i am really grateful that he is always beside me... i wonder what will happen to me if he is not there? I can't really imagine...

Next friday is the start of my semestral exams, Economics. Oh no!!! I really just want to focus and not think about anything. Because i heard from some that if i don't pass the criteria for this exam, i will be kicked out of the college!!! Whether is it true or just rumours, i still want to do to my very best...

2008-01-06T16:50:00.000-08:00

I know it has been a long ever since i blog. School term has started and i have been busy with my homeworks. Everyday is a tiring day for me. So i won't be blogging a lot. By the way, the song that you hear now is my favourite song. Haha...i have fallen in love with this song when i first heard it. This song is a spanish lullaby.

A La Nanita Nana

A la nanita nana nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea,bendito sea

A la nanita nana nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea,bendito sea

Fuentecita que corre clara y sonara
Ruisenor que en la selva
Cantando y llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana nanita ella

A la nanita nana nanita ella
Nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito
Sea, bendito sea
Fuentecita que carre clara y sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva
Cantando y llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balonsea
A la nanita nana nanita ella

2007-11-08T04:06:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i went back to school to receive my statement of results. To my surprise, i WASN'T RETAINED!!! Is this a joke for me? I was shocked but i wasn't as happy as i am when i thought i was retained. The reason was because i made a very firm decision to go poly next year for the first time. At least, the decision i made was for myself but now i have to go back to the same old me. Haiz...but i think i should grab hold of this opportunity. Go girl! Seize this opportunity!Afterall, i still get to walk on an easier path to university.

Hmmm...just have a sudden urge to post this photo Haha...

The Yuans!!!

2007-11-03T23:47:00.001-07:00

Back to blogging already...haha. Many things happen in just a few weeks. I don't know where and how to start about it. Anyway, I just received news that i am retained for this year and i have to repeat JC1. It took me quite a long time to decide whether to be retained or go poly. In the end my decision is to tranfer to poly. Afterall, i had always wanted to go poly. Maybe, poly is just the type of school that i am suitable for. Maybe i can even be one of the top few who has good results. Just like wenfong who wanted to go MJC at first but could not. We knew that he will be the top student in TPJC but not in MJC. After the promos when results are being released, it did really turned out that he is one of the top student in my school.

Haha who knows that i will also be like him if i go into poly. But anyway, my ultimate aim is to go university. So no matter which route i take, i will still work hard to go university.

Oh ya, together with 3 of my friends, we formed a group called The Yuans...Haha all of us are yuan yuans haha...We even have our own blog but it seems quite complicated. Haha

2007-10-13T18:59:00.000-07:00

I came across Christine's blog and decided to try these that day...

I Scored a 93%!

Lol and proves that my spelling is quite good haha...

Hmmm...looks like my science is not that bad but it was done with the help of yian lin haha...

Smarter than so many people may not be that good but at least i am still smart haha...

If you're bored like me, you can try those too haha...

2007-10-09T01:57:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time ever since i have blogged due to my promotional exams...Haha i just finished my last paper which was maths today. Many things had happened last few weeks but those happenings made me stronger and more independent. I have learnt that it is of no use if one keeps relying on others, he has to stand up on his own feet and face all problems or obstacles. Not only this, i have also learnt to be more closer to Him and talk to Him. He is really a good listener and whatsmore, He can do things that we can't do.

Hmm...wonder what results i would get for my promos...Haiz, never mind. Everything has done and we can't change it anymore so let's just wait for the results...

2007-08-20T23:54:00.001-07:00

Hmmm...it took me quite a long time to think of what to post this time but i still can't figure out what to post...haha. Today is just another long day for me. I have 6 more weeks to my promotional exams. Believe it or not i am going to mug for these weeks. I realise that i do not hav much time left for me to slack around or going out too often. I have to focus and practise self-discipline and i know i can do it...Haha.

2007-08-14T02:07:00.000-07:00

Last thursday, 9 August 2007, was a memorable day...haha Because that day i together with E345 went to watch 'Secret'. It was worth watching and i am going to watch it again for the second time. Guys, you must really watch 'Secret'.

Yesterday, 13 August 2007, something bad happened. I was really upset and even thought of leaving together with her. Fortunately, He was there for me. He listens to me and bring me into His comforting zone. As i lose my faith, He is still there to help me gain back faith. Thank you God. I am really thankful that He has given me the strength to move on. I guess she can now leave peacefully and knowing that i do love her though i could not see her. What i can only do now to comfort her is to continue to work hard and move on with life because life does not stop at that moment.

2007-08-06T19:28:00.000-07:00

I am back to blogging again...Finally i had a breakthrough last thursday...My aunt agreed to me that i can go for church services and outings or fellowships, provided i reach home before the given time. Haiz, the given time is like i only can go out till 11.30pm and i have to be back home, but i am still grateful that i am able to go out. So i need to be contented.

Queuing up...........

Before FOP starts..............

Oh ya...i went to FOP for all three nights. It was fun haha...Delirious? is good...Martin Smith, the lead singer is charming and cool...But u noe something, he has 5 kids already...SHOCKING!!!! haha...The first two nights i went fellowship with E345 at Geylang. We ate nu rou he fen, dong jiang you tiao and tian ji zhou... They are delicious haha...yummy

On the last day of FOP, i helped Jun Hui and his girlfriend and his girlfriend's friend booked seats...muz specify haha...hmmm then that day was the first time i met him ever since at Toa Payoh interchange that time with yian lin and hui zhen. I am glad to see him once again and got a girlfriend. Haha...i am not jealous. But really, i had lots of fun.

Before i forget, there's is something, that is very interesting, is going to happen this thursday...Haha...wait till after that day then i will tell u...

Dotz....

2007-08-02T01:34:00.000-07:00

Today i s another day of depression...My aunt called me this morning and she started scolding me again the same old thing. She is not trusting me at all and insisted that i am always at the 'tail' but not the 'head'. Sometimes i really feel breathless and also feel that there is no hope for me. I really can't tolerate anymore but i still have to stay very strong. Haiz...

Oh ya...just now in the morning in school, i told Mavis my greatest secret which is also the reason why i became a christian...This secret is about a very very serious incident that have a very very huge impact on me and i actually lose hope for the beginning and even thought of committing succide. Luckily i have a friend who was there for me all the time and even make me less depressed and i became more hopeful. Thus, i joined his church and became a christian. This was how i overcame that incident and stayed strong...So Mavis don't worry...i am really ok.

Tomorrow is FOP which is 'Festival Of Praise'. Hmm...wonder what will happen. But anyway, i have to get over tonight's obstacle...Haha

2007-07-29T20:19:00.001-07:00

It's really a great time to be able to experience the deliverance service last saturday. It's really an eye-opener...I could vaguely remember when i was being delivered...Suddenly i just burst out into tears and i could not control my tears and the next moment i was being led to the deliverance area...Then someone was praying for me and i started coughing and vomit. In a very short while, i was fine though my body was weak.

Yesterday, I went to Carita's house as E345 had an outing. At first we had captain's ball competition and then we had steamboat. Though it was a very tiring day but i really did enjoy myself a lot. However, whenever i am happy, there are always problems coming my way...My family is against me being a christian. They even threaten me that they will cast me out of the house if i insist to become a christian. Lol...what should i do? Then in the early morning today, i think they noticed my bible and they woke me up by shouting at me. They threw me out of the house for real...In the end, i hav to go to Yan Bing's house for refuge but i will still go to my mum's house at nite. At least my mum is not against though she does not hav the power to say anything.

I wanted to stay strong but i feel very weak now. It is as if i can't breathe. God what should i do? I really need your strength to overcome this great obstacles.

2007-07-25T18:12:00.000-07:00

Lol...10 more weeks to promos...2 more days to meet-the-parents session. I wonder what will happen on that day...Haha...i have failed quite a number of subjects. Oh ya and i am looking forward to this sat's service...It's the deliverance service as in casting out the demon in you. It sounds scary but i think it will be an eye-opener and interesting...Guys u must come for this service. This sunday is our cell group outing and i think it will be very fun. Hmm...but make sure that this sat's the m-t-p session will not upset me or anyone. So let's just pray that we will overcome this obstacle.

2007-07-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

Another 5 mins, it's time to go for Maths lesson at Lt 4...Haiz sianz, don't know what to do with the guitar committee...HAiz...hmmm...don't know what to say liao at such a short time...anyway i am quite looking forward to tomorrow's cell group meeting...Wooo!!!! Shall stop here for today!!!

2007-07-16T19:58:00.000-07:00

I am back again to update my blog...Haha... Can't blame me for not updating my blog often because my com at home is damn slow and sometimes i can't log in to blogger. Futhermore i am busy nowadays with assignments and even projects especially economics and project work....they are now piling up. I am someone who hates people who keep asking or pushing me to get work done. I know that it's good that someone is pushing you to get work done in time but this is my personality or character. I can do my work and hand it in on time provided you don't keep pushing me. i will definitely hand it in on time. However, like the case for my econs project, she keeps asking me to send her the project even though my com broke down...in the end i never do...the more you ask, the more i won't do it....this is what i am. Never mind, I am going to send her the econs project just to shut her up.

Oh ya...i went to Mavis' church last Saturday, i think it's on the 14th july. Yeah, it was damn fun. I had a lot of fun over there and met lots of new friends who are funny....haha I didn't know many people there knew my name...i guess it was Mavis who told them. Mavis right? Oh ya...my name has many short forms now : Angie, Angel, Lina or even Engine ?! Haha...I have decided to join their church but how am i going to explain to jun hui...Lol what should i do?

Anyway, through Mavis, I believe and love God even more haha. I guess i will continue to have fun with Mavis' church friends. Looks like i have another goal in life. Thanks Mavis and of course Qianhui. I also hope that God will be with Jasmine and make sure she comes back as soon as possible with a healthy body.

2007-06-26T02:46:00.000-07:00

Lol...I start to blog again haha...It's a miracle!!! It has been a very veru long time that i have blog, i think it's about 2 or 3 months? haha...but anyway now is exam period...Lol i didn't really study much. It's like i only spent about 1 or 2 days for each subject. I just finished GP and econs today. Econs die liao...i only started studying yesterday. Or in fact this morning...i slept at 11 last night and woke up at 2 this morning...*YAWN* so tired...Luckily tomorrow is maths only...Oh ya! My A Lvl chinese oral exam starts this friday. I thought i can rest for a day coz i do not hav any exam on friday but it turns out that i have oral exam...Haiz...

2007-03-19T20:28:00.001-07:00

Today is the second day for me in TPJC. At first, i thought that TP is not fun and i don't like the school very much. But after i had attended yesterday, I realised that TP is a fun and is a conducive environment to study.

My first lesson for yesterday was PE(the lesson that i hated most!!!) Consequently, i attended biology, maths, chemistry, chinese and even GP. I thought that the most fun was during the chinese lesson. My tutor is the HOD and i like her very much. She is able to make the class laugh or especially me...haha. She doesn't make the lesson so boring and we even played games.

It was quite a wonderful experience for me because i had some problems finding my lessons' venues for the day. I could remember was that i was supposed to go to LT2 for my chemistry lecture but i went to LT1. At that moment, i was wondering why no students are here yet. Then, I took out my timetable and realised that it was LT2!!!!. Oh no!!! I quickly ran back and luckily i made it in time.

But afterall I am beginning to like this school and definitely the friends i made in S02. They are a bunch of noisy and friendly people. I love them a lot. Haha However i miss 4E2 too. When can we have another outing? Lol i think is difficult because everybody is busy now. Anyway, hope that we can meet again. 4E2 Rox!!!!

2007-03-15T16:07:00.000-07:00

What is the date for today? Looks like it has been a few months ever since i had written. People are complaining so i need to keep updating my blog. Anyway, i got into tampines junior college but failed to get into meridian junior college. It's such a pity because many of my friends are studying there but it's also good to stay in tpjc.

I chose my subject combinations which was Bio,Econs and Maths. I think very few of my friends chose this combi. Oh ya!!! Today i went with see teng to tpjc so as to take the combi form but unfortunately something sad or bad happened. She is now not able to study in tpjc because she did not take a transfer form. If the school does not accept her, it will be their loss because her results are good. This was what happened for today.

Cool!!! I bought new jacket, sneakers, pencil box, bags, anything you name it, i have it. But of course all were sold at cheap price. Otherwise, how am i going to find all the money to buy these things? Another thing, last week someone fanited. I think those who knew it already will know what am i going to say. Haha

4E2's skinnest and most prone to faint girl- Pamela Teo Le Min. Haha. Jun Kai, Christine, Pamela and I went to play pool and arcading. From what pam said was that she walked from her house to downtown east under the scorching sun. She did not eat and complained that she was feeling giddy when she saw us. But in the end we sent her home and rushed to meet wei qi. Before wei qi knew that pam had fainted, she was scolding me because i left her waiting alone at our meeting place. But how can i leave pam alone to meet her? That would be unreasonble for wei qi if she wanted me to do that. But luckily she is a very understanding girl so i was able to send pam home first.

Lol...we are left with 3 days to have fun before we start to study seriously. So 4E2, do enjoy yourselves while you can. Good Luck!!!

2007-01-28T13:30:00.000-08:00

Looks like it's has been a very long time i have ever write in again. I know pamela will be keep pestering me to write in. Lol, i have now changed my job to be an admin in sim lim square. I kinda of like this job. Unfortunately, today is a bad day for me. I was shocked when cedric told me that mindy(company's director) wanted to see me. At that instance i thought something bad happened. But luckily nothing happens.

2006-12-28T19:02:00.000-08:00

Today christine,pamela,hui wen,melissa,amanda and i went to IKEA Tampines. You know what the place was so huge that i don't know when was i. Though we did not shop around for long because of me, we actually had fun taking lots of pictures. We had to leave early as i had to go back to my office for a while to return my stocks. During my walk to my office, i suddenly had this nervous feeling that made me feel uncomfortable. Probably because i had left the company and it felt so weird that i am going back again. Lol, now i don't know what to write. Haiz...i think i just wish that my friends in school that are going for the pre-u admission good luck and continue to work hard. Last but not least also my friends in Venturist Alliance that i wish them good luck in whatever they do. Juice!!!

2006-12-23T23:50:00.000-08:00

Time passes too quickly for me this year. Many things have also happened in just this year. It was just as if i wrote a post yesterday but it turned out to be more than a month ago. Luckily Pamela reminded me. Christmas is coming which is just only 2 days away. Ever since my dad had gone, i had no mood at all to celebrate any occasion, no exception for this Christmas. It is no longer the same Christmas i had spent the past 15 years. Luckily, i have you guys from my school, from Venturist Alliance (company that i am now working in). Guys, you rocks!!! I am glad that i found many friends in Venturist Alliance like henry, jun hui, eddy,huan ling,hao hong,hwee ling, hwee min and many many more. Though i have only worked there for two weeks, i have enjoyed a lot. I will always remenber the 5-steps and 8-steps. Thank a lot to you buddies especially jun hui. Thanks for lending a listening ear to me when i am down. We will always be buddies. The rest of my buddies, keep on working hard and aim for ringing the bell and hitting the gong. Like what jun hui had said, we will never give up on you unless you give up youreslf. Juice, buddies?

2006-11-14T18:42:00.001-08:00

Lol...i think i have never write in for almost a month. By the way, i am having my major exams which is the 'o' levels. Haiz...it's so tiring in this 'marathon'. Luckily, i am left with two papers- a.maths paper 2 and combined science paper 1. After that, i am free. I am able to go shopping whole day but definitely at the expense of my mother's money...haha.

I am now on good terms with him. Though i am always the one who pick a fight, he will never quarrel with me. I think tat's makes him special. He will give in to me. But occasionally, he will scold me because of studies. I always score worse than him. But i let him scold because i know is for my own good. He always accompanys me to study late in the night and even help me to solve problems. He is the best among all the guys i have ever met. He is always there when i am down and even there to share my joys. I think about just a few weeks before, both of us realised something that we didn't know it all along. The 'story' goes like this:

I was shopping with my mother to buy clothes at Orchard. Then as we walked, my mother saw someone in the midst of the crowd and told me it was her friend. Before i could turn to see who was that, my mother had rushed forward to greet her friend and i followed suit. To my surprise, that woman was....his mother. I had met his mother before as i had gone to his house before. His mother saw me and greeted me and my mother was looking at us surprisingly. Then, my mother came to know everything about him and i. At first i thought that my mother would scold me, instead she looked very happy. She had agreed me that i could be with him, provided i can maintain my good results and continue to improve.

At that instant, i was so elated, in fact euphoric. Later, when we had parted from his mother, my mother told me that both families might go overseas together. After i had gone home, i immediately called him and both of us were verry very happy. We do not need to hide our relationship from my mother anymore.

I actually had something to say to him but i do not dare to say it to him in person. I guess i could only say it here. I just wanted to say that i am glad that i did not choose the wrong person. I thank you for whatever you had done for me. I am really grateful. Thanks a lot! Saranghaeyo.

2006-09-19T21:43:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! Finally i am left with 2 exams- A.maths paper 2 and Phy/Chem paper 1...after tis will mark the end of our prelim periods. however it also means the start of our hardworking period...coz 'O' level is coming, in juz less than 2 months. Oh god! my resultsm are getting worse. Lol wat should i do? anyone can help me?

I hav a good news. Haha i finally pass my biology paper 2 section A. though is still not good enough, at least i am getting better at it and i am nearer to my rival's results. i muz oso congratulate pamela, coz she managed to beat her rival haha. Pam good work! well Done!!

Tomorrow there's no school for me. Yay!!! Oh so sad E1 has to go to school coz they hav exams...i am getting back my social studies and geography's results by the end of this week and next monday...Lol hope my efforts are paid off( cross-fingers) like wat pam had said on the day when i was having ss paper. she said i studied so hard for KBE...in the end i did the question on merger and separation!!! haha...wat can i do when i cant answer the question on KBE so i had to choose another question....Pam get it?

Let's wait until i get my results back. God please help me get good results!!!!

2006-09-07T21:14:00.000-07:00

wo zhi shi dan chun de biao da
zhi shi xiang biao da zi ji de xiang fa
bu shi mo shi da jia de guan xin
ben lai bu shi shuo kuai le jiu kuai le de
wo zhi shi dan chun de zhe yang ren wei
zhen de jiu zhe yang dan chun.....*SIGH*

2006-09-06T18:06:00.000-07:00

tian kong zhong de xuan wo
xi juan xin jia bo de shen ye
yun chen de jie xun da shen tao lun zen me xi shua da di
ta men shi hu hen sheng qi hao xiang yi xie ren ba di gao de wu yan zhang qi
yu shi hu ta men na zhe qing jie yong ju fen li qing sao
er shen shui de ren men zhi jue de ta men bu huai hao yi
tian kong zhong de xuan wo
shi hui se de
wo bu xiao de wei shen me ta xuan zhe le hui se
ta shi hu you geng duo de yan se ke yi xuan zhe er qie zen me mei ci lai dou qi hu hu de you hai ku ge bu ting
gan jue ta bi wo you yu
tian kong zhong de xuan wo
ta yin gai shi mu yang zuo de
qing xu lai de kuai qu de ye kuai
dan ta zhong bu wang ji liu xia shen qi de hen ji
hao xiang gao shu ta bie shen qi le yi hou wo men hui duo zhu yi bu hui zai rang 'di' wu yan zhang qi le
kuai dian wei xiao li kai ba

2006-09-05T18:02:00.000-07:00

zhe yang de guan xin zhe yang de zhi chi
wo mei yi lou ren he yi pian liu yan
wo zhi dao zhe shi hou wo gai zhen zuo
gai you zhen xiang de tai du wo hui shi zhe tiao shi
zai wei lai zhe yang chang de ri zi li
wo bu xiang xian zai jiu fang qi zhi shi zhe zhen zi zhen de xu yao tiao zhan zi ji
xi wang da jia neng yi qi gen wo fen dou ba

2006-09-04T17:48:00.000-07:00

shu yu wo de di fang
yong yuan shu yu wo
xi wang da jia dong wo de yi si
zhe li shi zui zhen shi de wo mei you bao zhuang de wo
zui nu li de wo zui chi luo luo de wo
cong jin yi hou wo zhi chu xian zai zhe li yi ji hua yan de guan wang
ran er zhe kuai me you wu ran de di fang cai ke yi zao dao wo
yin wei wo ke yi xuan zhe xuan zhe zui shu shi de shuo hua fang shi
zui zhen cheng the dui yin zong shi yi bai nian hou
zhi you zhe li you wo de wei dao

2006-08-11T21:48:00.000-07:00

Lol...i juz received my chinese 'O' level results and i cried on the spot. Guess wat i scored? B3!!!!WHY? why i scored like tat? this is not my results!!!! It can't be!!!! Aaaaaaaaa....NO!!!! lol now i hav to work doubly hard juz to get the grade i wan which is A1...i am sure i can do it....

2006-07-11T18:21:00.000-07:00

Lol today i feel very upset with some people...i think i have drained all my energy just now...That why i am very hungry after school...HAha. I really wonder...when duties are assigned to you, you should complete your job instead of doing other people's job. Lol *SIGH*.Exams are nearer, i can't go out with him but luckily i still can call him or he call me...i miss him a lot Lol...but never mind after exams we can go out everyday so it's best to concentrate on our studies now...

2006-07-08T18:21:00.000-07:00

I realise something, it's true that each and everyone of us has problems that one can't solve or need someone to console them. I realised this when i stumbled upon a celebrity's blog which is yan ya lun.I read all his posts and realise that being a celebrity is really very tiring as i thought that being a celebrity is as easy as ABC. But his blog prove it to be wrong. As i sympathise with him, so i write my comment in his blog but i did not want any reply from him. Then the next day, i suddenly saw the reply from him. He said that he has to act in front of everyone and therefore can't expose his true self. He was very upset and wanted to give up many times but continue to press on. So in the end we became friends, almost like pen-pals. We email to each other every once a week, talking about our problems and solve together. I am really very happy that i have such a friend to talk to who is a celebrity.His age and my age difference is only 5 years so we could really talk about anything under the sun. Ya lun, you can always look for me if you have any troubles or problems. Feel free to do so as i will always be there for you

2006-06-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hoho, school has started since yesterday...it's good to be back in school, coz i miss all my friends haha...Wonder is it true? i hav agreed to him last wed which was 21/06/2006. i tink i could trust enough, much more than the previous one hahaa...he is absolutely a great guy that i had ever come across...lol he's always there when i needed him to be there. We share joys and sorrows. i hope tat tis relationship will last long and hey i will be beside you if u need me...I Promise!!! Lol congrats to cl and el who have expressed their love to each other...However the sad thing is they are nt together yet...WHY??? Lol come on You Two, it's very hard to meet someone who love you as much as you love that someone...So grab hold of this rare opportunity coz i hav grab mine...i shall wait for your good news Hahaa I give the both of you my blessings. Hope you gave me yours too hahaa!!!

2006-06-14T17:32:00.000-07:00

I am very sorry for hesistating to answer your question but i really don noe how to say...i admit i like you but you should know how i feel since you know wat happens between me and jimmy...i really don't noe whether i should start this relationship. I am really very very sorry coz i don't know how to handle this. I have been very stressed ever since i broke up with him, he had been pestering me. i really feel irritated. I know you care a lot for me, i really do appreciated. Thanks a lot. i juz hope tat u can wait for me, juz give me some time. i believe i can straighten out my thoughts, if u really like me, i am sure u will wait for me. OK?

2006-06-07T18:58:00.000-07:00

this guy don u think he is handsome???HAha...he is called yan ya lun...He acted in 'It started with a kiss' and ' KO one'.

2006-06-07T17:41:00.000-07:00

Lol...it'd been a very long time i write. looks like this june holiday is not a holiday to me becoz almost everyday i had to get back to school for lessons...it is so tiring...*SIGH*. Yesterday i told her tat i like the person who she likes but tat liking is already in the past...though i knew tat i gave him up was becoz of her...i regretted i told her tat coz she asked me not to give up...we should hav a fair competition...lol i wont do this to my frenz...i would rather give my blessings to my frenz than my frenz give theirs to me...but anyway i fall for another guy...he is much better than the previous...i still haven told him tat i like him coz i lose quite a lot of confidence since the last relationship...lol wat should i do? who can i talk to?*SIGH*

2006-05-18T18:10:00.000-07:00

he is one of my favourite actors...especially when he is so handsome!!! Hahah...you shld watch er zhuo ju zhi wen(It started with a kiss)...tis show is really very interesting to watch!!! Hahah

2006-05-17T18:36:00.000-07:00

YAy!!! todae i hav finished the last paper...Finally i can rest and watch televisons programmes...but i hav a major paper at the end of this month which is my o-lvl chinese paper...OMG!!! wat am i going to do??? Aiya never mind tis first lah...should enjoy myself first hahah...HAixz don wan to write liao coz wan to go watch my show liao...Bye !!!

2006-05-11T15:11:00.000-07:00

todae i am feeling upset!!! i don noe why am i like tat...maybe it's like wat charmaine and wen fong say- sudden depression...hahah i am like tat...wat shld i do to get rid of this depression...Haix, lucky tmr is a public holiday. Otherwise i will be so tired coz tis week i hav juz finished 8 exams...wow, tat a lot u noe...but i am still left with a handful of exams...though tmr is a holiday but i hav to stay at hm to study...i don wan to flunk any of my exams, in fact all of them...i cant afford to make any more mistakes...tis is my last year of seconday education and i am having a very impt exams-olvl...tis exams determine wat work am i gng to do in future...i hope to get into a junior college but i noe my limitations so i hav decided tat if the JCs i wan to go in are not approved for me to study, i tink i would hav to choose polytechnics which also enables me to continue my studies in university though is harder to get in rather than JCs...

2006-05-09T16:02:00.000-07:00

today i juz finished my english and chinese paper 2...there're still many to go. about more than 10 papers to go...Oh My God!!! *Sigh* hav to study a lot of things especially biology...sianz abt ytd matter i still don noe wat to do...but i know i shld focus more on my exams first...but he still calls me in the night-every night without fail...haix wat shld i do to prevent him from stop calling me...Shld i scold him or shld i tell him straight in his face to stop calling? wat shld i do? can someone save me out from this matter? lol i don think so anybody can...

2006-05-09T15:12:00.000-07:00

yay!!! another two more papers hav passed... finally. i hav been waiting for exams period over so tat i wont be so stressed up like now...but even if it is over, my june holidays will not be holidays for me coz i hav to go to sch everydae which is so boring...but looking at it at another angle, it is a good time to revise and ask teachers questions tat i don understand or don noe how to do...o lvl is oso coming liao...haha guys and gals of 4e2 study hard and good luck for ur mid year exams!!!

2006-05-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

In my whole life, the thing tat i most dislike is ppl keep pestering me...i feel very uncomfortable and irritated. i wonder when can he stop pestering me...i had asked him to stop waiting for me but he kept asking me the reason...i don noe wat to say to him. i juz hope tat he can understand me more a bit...this two weeks i am having intense examinations which is also mid-year exams...hope tat i can pass my biology. otherwise i would be picked on and my teacher would not be happy and flare up...sigh...feel so stressed up, so many things in my hands waiting for me to solve but i don noe which one to start first...but if i don solve as soon as possible, more problems will surface...hope tat anyone can give me some advices on how to de-stress or relax!!! let's go back to study now!!!

2006-05-04T20:40:00.000-07:00

I realise tat actually people around me do care abt me like christine, angelia, charmaine, see teng, wenfong, engliang, weiling, yinghua and many many more...sry for the others tat i didnt mention...4e2 is really the best class i ever had...4e2 u rox man!!! hope 4e2 will always stay united and never leave one another!!! let's stay this way forever!!!

2006-05-03T20:47:00.000-07:00

u noe hor...gt some ppl like el gt a big mouth...anyhow say things...by opening his mouth, u will see lots of nonsense spitting out...todae i am very grateful to many ppl like st, aq,yh,wl,ct,cl,pam....they are always there for me....i am so glad tat we r frenz and i will forever nt forget them...thanks a lot to all of you!!!!hope all of you rox forever!!!!

2006-04-19T17:36:00.000-07:00

oh god i am so confused todae...i hav juz broken up wif someone recently and someone called me yesterday to tell me tat he likes me. i am now sandwiched between two guys...wat am i going to do? am i going to give up the previous guy or the guy now i am going out with?

2006-04-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

i wonder why ppl hav to say bad things abt other ppl...Haix...might as well say in front of the person...isn't tat beta? Haix...i am so down today. Wonder will he wait for me till the end of the year...he is such a good guy. If i were to give him up, it will be such a pity. but if he don care abt me or always left me alone...is there a point to continue the relationship?*SIGH* Let's hope tat he will wait for me and we can be together again...haha