SHE.HER.

Monday, August 20, 2007

Hmmm...it took me quite a long time to think of what to post this time but i still can't figure out what to post...haha. Today is just another long day for me. I have 6 more weeks to my promotional exams. Believe it or not i am going to mug for these weeks. I realise that i do not hav much time left for me to slack around or going out too often. I have to focus and practise self-discipline and i know i can do it...Haha.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Last thursday, 9 August 2007, was a memorable day...haha Because that day i together with E345 went to watch 'Secret'. It was worth watching and i am going to watch it again for the second time. Guys, you must really watch 'Secret'.

Yesterday, 13 August 2007, something bad happened. I was really upset and even thought of leaving together with her. Fortunately, He was there for me. He listens to me and bring me into His comforting zone. As i lose my faith, He is still there to help me gain back faith. Thank you God. I am really thankful that He has given me the strength to move on. I guess she can now leave peacefully and knowing that i do love her though i could not see her. What i can only do now to comfort her is to continue to work hard and move on with life because life does not stop at that moment.

Monday, August 06, 2007

I am back to blogging again...Finally i had a breakthrough last thursday...My aunt agreed to me that i can go for church services and outings or fellowships, provided i reach home before the given time. Haiz, the given time is like i only can go out till 11.30pm and i have to be back home, but i am still grateful that i am able to go out. So i need to be contented.

Queuing up...........

Before FOP starts..............

Oh ya...i went to FOP for all three nights. It was fun haha...Delirious? is good...Martin Smith, the lead singer is charming and cool...But u noe something, he has 5 kids already...SHOCKING!!!! haha...The first two nights i went fellowship with E345 at Geylang. We ate nu rou he fen, dong jiang you tiao and tian ji zhou... They are delicious haha...yummy

On the last day of FOP, i helped Jun Hui and his girlfriend and his girlfriend's friend booked seats...muz specify haha...hmmm then that day was the first time i met him ever since at Toa Payoh interchange that time with yian lin and hui zhen. I am glad to see him once again and got a girlfriend. Haha...i am not jealous. But really, i had lots of fun.

Before i forget, there's is something, that is very interesting, is going to happen this thursday...Haha...wait till after that day then i will tell u...

Dotz....

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Today i s another day of depression...My aunt called me this morning and she started scolding me again the same old thing. She is not trusting me at all and insisted that i am always at the 'tail' but not the 'head'. Sometimes i really feel breathless and also feel that there is no hope for me. I really can't tolerate anymore but i still have to stay very strong. Haiz...

Oh ya...just now in the morning in school, i told Mavis my greatest secret which is also the reason why i became a christian...This secret is about a very very serious incident that have a very very huge impact on me and i actually lose hope for the beginning and even thought of committing succide. Luckily i have a friend who was there for me all the time and even make me less depressed and i became more hopeful. Thus, i joined his church and became a christian. This was how i overcame that incident and stayed strong...So Mavis don't worry...i am really ok.

Tomorrow is FOP which is 'Festival Of Praise'. Hmm...wonder what will happen. But anyway, i have to get over tonight's obstacle...Haha