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Sunday, March 23, 2008
Time is running out for me...Should i run together with the time or just stop and let time passes by? Don't know what's wrong with me these few days. I just feel i am so out of place and how i wish i have never existed. Apparently, it is impossible that i have a choice not to be existed. This period of time is my worst of my life so far. Imagine yourself that you quarrel with your family everyday when you have so many other things to handle and that you would spend crying in your own room for each day. This feeling is so... Worst still is that i had exams last week and i did not really study. I tried to put aside all my troubles and try to concentrate on my revision but you know what? When i tried to memorise a sentence, just ONE SENTENCE, nothing got into my head and the next moment, i brokedown and cry. I totally give up because this has been happening to me at the start of this year. I felt so useless and hopeless. I know i can always turn to God but somehow in my quiet time, i can't feel His presence that makes me feel worse. I keep seeking for him but somehow He is hiding from me. I am at my wits end. God, can you hear me? Please don't hide from me...
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WISHLIST ♥
HER AUDIENCES ♥
THE JUDGES ♥
PAST ♥
RHYTHM ♥
