Today i s another day of depression...My aunt called me this morning and she started scolding me again the same old thing. She is not trusting me at all and insisted that i am always at the 'tail' but not the 'head'. Sometimes i really feel breathless and also feel that there is no hope for me. I really can't tolerate anymore but i still have to stay very strong. Haiz...
Oh ya...just now in the morning in school, i told Mavis my greatest secret which is also the reason why i became a christian...This secret is about a very very serious incident that have a very very huge impact on me and i actually lose hope for the beginning and even thought of committing succide. Luckily i have a friend who was there for me all the time and even make me less depressed and i became more hopeful. Thus, i joined his church and became a christian. This was how i overcame that incident and stayed strong...So Mavis don't worry...i am really ok.
Tomorrow is FOP which is 'Festival Of Praise'. Hmm...wonder what will happen. But anyway, i have to get over tonight's obstacle...Haha
